Okay, fine, Mr. Buddha. Suspend desire for an ultimate aim. I get it. The desire of the moment is fleeting, the desire for a specific life is more permanent.
Someone asked me the other day whether my job turns me off to sex. On the contrary, I think it makes me more interested in it. It’s always right in my face, I can’t pretend it doesn’t exist and I can’t forget that it does.
Brian filled this need for me, I’m not gonna lie. And he did it remarkably well. A++ Best sex of my life, hands down. He made me tingle in my fingers and my toes.
I don’t know how long I can honestly go without sex like that.
I already crave it. My whole body craves it. But this is where I’d normally do some stupid shit, like try to find a replacement. I’ve gotta let it go.
Just another sacrifice, right? I better get me a laptop soon, before I misdirect my energy and start the cycle all over again.